Sometimes she wishes she was never born

There are 7 billion people in the world. It wouldn't matter if I wasn't one of them anymore.

Let's just say, if there was a car coming towards me, I wouldn't scream, cry, run, I would just stand there.

Everyday I think why am I still here.

I'm sorry but I'd rather die than wake up tomorrow feeling the way I feel right now.

Ofcourse I won't. There is people out there who I love too much to do that. But I'd love to. I really would.